i'm not alive if i'm lonely

That's Seth. He's 17. We were hangin' out at the football feild and I was playing with his camera. He was all mad at me at first but I convinced him he looks hot so he let me keep it :P

So, I think I'll tell you a bit about him..
He's a fan of classic rock music and heavy metal. He says his favorite song is a tie between Led Zeppelin's Ramble On and Traveling Riverside Blues. He possibly watches Oprah, but I'm not sure yet. I think I heard it going the other day but he said his mom left it on. And she wasn't home. He makes lot of crude comments, and is pretty interested in after-life but refuses to think anything religon. Seth is TERRIFIED of flying, which is kinda comical.

Seth values his family and their safety more than anything else. It's so sweet. I hope he feels like that towards me some day. He wont tell me his feelings very much, because he's a stupid boy and doesn't like sharing. So I have to trick this kinda stuff outta him.

He's super sweet but trys to cover it up around other people with his badass-ness. Which is fine with me. As long as he's still true to me and doesn't treat me like shit.

I really really like him. I've never felt this way about any other guy. I love the boys and all, but like brothers. The way I love Steve. But I'm in love with Seth. I think. I'm not sure what in love feels like. But if love feels better then this, I'm welcoming it with open arms.

Carson