it's all make believe.. isn't it?

Merry fuckin' Christmas.
Today I woke up and Steve wasn't home. Dad was in the living room drinking infront of the tv like he always is. He doesn't even try to hide his porn. Anyway I felt cheery because it's Christmas and all, so I said Merry Christmas to him. Guess what I got for a present? 3 beer bottles thrown at me and meny curses and yells for me to shut the fuck up and get out. So I just headed over to the Curtis's. We did the whole present unwrapping thing and Soda purpossed to Katie! It was so sweet. She cried, like all the movie sap purpose things.
That Sean guy that Brook's with came over and everyone told him to not hurt her. He better not. He would probably die a very horrible death if he did, and thats only from Dally.
So after Brook left we all just hung out. I was gonna stay the night then I just desided not to. I came back home to more shit from my dad but I ignored him and went to my room to listen to some music. I really wanted to call Seth and ask about his Christmas but he's middle class and his family actualy cares about him and wants him home for the holidays and he's probably busy.. I'll just go over tomorrow. It seems everyone in the gang has a person now. Excepte Darry and Johnny and Jamie. I think we should hook Darry up with someone. That'd be interesting.

Uhg that douche bag is yelling at me. I wish I could run away again but that was hell. I'm going over to Seth's and spending the night there. I might come back tomorrow.
Carson