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I just thought I'd clear up any uncertainties.
...also.. that's Seth's little sister's shirt..
i'm not alive if i'm lonely
That's Seth. He's 17. We were hangin' out at the football feild and I was playing with his camera. He was all mad at me at first but I convinced him he looks hot so he let me keep it :P
So, I think I'll tell you a bit about him..
He's a fan of classic rock music and heavy metal. He says his favorite song is a tie between Led Zeppelin's Ramble On and Traveling Riverside Blues. He possibly watches Oprah, but I'm not sure yet. I think I heard it going the other day but he said his mom left it on. And she wasn't home. He makes lot of crude comments, and is pretty interested in after-life but refuses to think anything religon. Seth is TERRIFIED of flying, which is kinda comical.
He's a fan of classic rock music and heavy metal. He says his favorite song is a tie between Led Zeppelin's Ramble On and Traveling Riverside Blues. He possibly watches Oprah, but I'm not sure yet. I think I heard it going the other day but he said his mom left it on. And she wasn't home. He makes lot of crude comments, and is pretty interested in after-life but refuses to think anything religon. Seth is TERRIFIED of flying, which is kinda comical.
Seth values his family and their safety more than anything else. It's so sweet. I hope he feels like that towards me some day. He wont tell me his feelings very much, because he's a stupid boy and doesn't like sharing. So I have to trick this kinda stuff outta him.
He's super sweet but trys to cover it up around other people with his badass-ness. Which is fine with me. As long as he's still true to me and doesn't treat me like shit.
I really really like him. I've never felt this way about any other guy. I love the boys and all, but like brothers. The way I love Steve. But I'm in love with Seth. I think. I'm not sure what in love feels like. But if love feels better then this, I'm welcoming it with open arms.
Carson
cohen the furball
Sitting here with a furball on my lap while Seth helps his dad with something or other. His fokes are letting me hang out here for as long as I need. When I got over here last night they wouldn't let my 'I ran into a stop sign and fell into the ditch' excuse slide for the bruises on my face and arms from my dad. Sooooo their making Seth sleep on the couch and I get his bed. It's so incredibly comfy! Even though the furball sleeps on my face. And eats my hair.
Seth's mom owns a little coffee shop and she's getting me a job there since she knows I'm a drop out and doesn't want me roaming the streets when everyones in school (I didn't tell them most of my firends arn't in school).
I think I'm gonna hang out here for a week or so then see if my dad cares that I'm not home. Seth's parents are super ok with my being a grease and all. Their so nice, they remind me of the Curtis parents.
Well I'm going to catch some Z's
Carson
Seth's mom owns a little coffee shop and she's getting me a job there since she knows I'm a drop out and doesn't want me roaming the streets when everyones in school (I didn't tell them most of my firends arn't in school).
I think I'm gonna hang out here for a week or so then see if my dad cares that I'm not home. Seth's parents are super ok with my being a grease and all. Their so nice, they remind me of the Curtis parents.
Well I'm going to catch some Z's
Carson
it's all make believe.. isn't it?
Merry fuckin' Christmas.
Today I woke up and Steve wasn't home. Dad was in the living room drinking infront of the tv like he always is. He doesn't even try to hide his porn. Anyway I felt cheery because it's Christmas and all, so I said Merry Christmas to him. Guess what I got for a present? 3 beer bottles thrown at me and meny curses and yells for me to shut the fuck up and get out. So I just headed over to the Curtis's. We did the whole present unwrapping thing and Soda purpossed to Katie! It was so sweet. She cried, like all the movie sap purpose things.
That Sean guy that Brook's with came over and everyone told him to not hurt her. He better not. He would probably die a very horrible death if he did, and thats only from Dally.
So after Brook left we all just hung out. I was gonna stay the night then I just desided not to. I came back home to more shit from my dad but I ignored him and went to my room to listen to some music. I really wanted to call Seth and ask about his Christmas but he's middle class and his family actualy cares about him and wants him home for the holidays and he's probably busy.. I'll just go over tomorrow. It seems everyone in the gang has a person now. Excepte Darry and Johnny and Jamie. I think we should hook Darry up with someone. That'd be interesting.
Uhg that douche bag is yelling at me. I wish I could run away again but that was hell. I'm going over to Seth's and spending the night there. I might come back tomorrow.
Carson
Today I woke up and Steve wasn't home. Dad was in the living room drinking infront of the tv like he always is. He doesn't even try to hide his porn. Anyway I felt cheery because it's Christmas and all, so I said Merry Christmas to him. Guess what I got for a present? 3 beer bottles thrown at me and meny curses and yells for me to shut the fuck up and get out. So I just headed over to the Curtis's. We did the whole present unwrapping thing and Soda purpossed to Katie! It was so sweet. She cried, like all the movie sap purpose things.
That Sean guy that Brook's with came over and everyone told him to not hurt her. He better not. He would probably die a very horrible death if he did, and thats only from Dally.
So after Brook left we all just hung out. I was gonna stay the night then I just desided not to. I came back home to more shit from my dad but I ignored him and went to my room to listen to some music. I really wanted to call Seth and ask about his Christmas but he's middle class and his family actualy cares about him and wants him home for the holidays and he's probably busy.. I'll just go over tomorrow. It seems everyone in the gang has a person now. Excepte Darry and Johnny and Jamie. I think we should hook Darry up with someone. That'd be interesting.
Uhg that douche bag is yelling at me. I wish I could run away again but that was hell. I'm going over to Seth's and spending the night there. I might come back tomorrow.
Carson
sour candy
Sorry i haven't posted in a while, haven't been much to say. well, acctually there has been. but i'm just to lazy.
well that date Blair forced me on was pure hell. when i first saw him i was hoping so bad he wasn't there for me. i swear i'm going to kill Blair soon. he was short, zit covered, and really liked bugs. no joke. he got all excited over a fucking spider. he wouldn;t shut up ever and kept cutting me off or correcting my grammer. i almost shoved my shoe down his little scranny throat. after about 10 long minutes of him going on about some random shit i got up to go to the bathroom, and climbed out the window. i REALLY hope i never see that unforenate kid again. ever. hes also really creepy with his big nerdy glasses. i don't know if his eyes were really that big or hes just blind or if he needed to see bugs easier.
well anyway when i was walking over to the DX to scream at Blair, i ran into this dude named Seth. he's so awesome, so i just hung out with him instead. we talked for hours about nothing and everything. i've been hanging out with him the past few days. i can talk to him about shit that i don't even like talking to Blair to, and i've known her my whole life. he just digs me, ya know? when i say something, he gets it, and when he says something, i get it. his hair is super black and silky and shins blue in the light. it's like Pony's and Soda's, tuff. Seth's got these deep brown eyes that glitter with amusement, but darken when hes thinking about something serious or if something bothers him or whatever.
this is getting a little awkward and i'm bored.. so.. byye
Carson
well that date Blair forced me on was pure hell. when i first saw him i was hoping so bad he wasn't there for me. i swear i'm going to kill Blair soon. he was short, zit covered, and really liked bugs. no joke. he got all excited over a fucking spider. he wouldn;t shut up ever and kept cutting me off or correcting my grammer. i almost shoved my shoe down his little scranny throat. after about 10 long minutes of him going on about some random shit i got up to go to the bathroom, and climbed out the window. i REALLY hope i never see that unforenate kid again. ever. hes also really creepy with his big nerdy glasses. i don't know if his eyes were really that big or hes just blind or if he needed to see bugs easier.
well anyway when i was walking over to the DX to scream at Blair, i ran into this dude named Seth. he's so awesome, so i just hung out with him instead. we talked for hours about nothing and everything. i've been hanging out with him the past few days. i can talk to him about shit that i don't even like talking to Blair to, and i've known her my whole life. he just digs me, ya know? when i say something, he gets it, and when he says something, i get it. his hair is super black and silky and shins blue in the light. it's like Pony's and Soda's, tuff. Seth's got these deep brown eyes that glitter with amusement, but darken when hes thinking about something serious or if something bothers him or whatever.
this is getting a little awkward and i'm bored.. so.. byye
Carson
