I've desided to stop. I don't wanna do this anymore. It's been nice knowing you all.
So, I slept on it. Thought about it a bit throughout the day. I'm gonna stay I guess. Thanks Dawn and Soda for kinda talking me outta it. You guys haven't gotten rid of me yet xD
Love you all,
Carson
The Hott-ie and The Not-ie
Blair is amazing. She is the coolist thing to ever walk the face of this earth. I worship the ground she walks on. Her aussomness puts me to shame. Just being around her makes me feel slightly more amazing then i really am. I wish I could be just like Blair. She makes me wish I was a better person. Just knowing that Im not Blair makes me loose the will to live. I mean just look at her! Shes so beautiful! Blair is god.
Carson
Carson
The Bitch Is Back
So we're back in Tulsa for my birthday :D. I got an extra awesome present from Two-bit! :D I love it Two-bitch. :3
So me and Blair are back and blah blah blah it was a really long drive and blah blah blah. I think we're gonna be here until Sodapop's wedding.
Well theres nothing else to say but I'm gonna be an actual REAL auntie to Steve's baby! Even though apparently Evie's a hoebag and we don't like her anymore? Whatever. I still get to be an auntie.
There isn't much else to say. So, that's is. haha.
Bye.
Carson
So me and Blair are back and blah blah blah it was a really long drive and blah blah blah. I think we're gonna be here until Sodapop's wedding.
Well theres nothing else to say but I'm gonna be an actual REAL auntie to Steve's baby! Even though apparently Evie's a hoebag and we don't like her anymore? Whatever. I still get to be an auntie.
There isn't much else to say. So, that's is. haha.
Bye.
Carson
You Were Right All This Time
There he was, my Seth, laying in bed. With another girl. Naked. He was laying in bed naked with another girl. He immidiatly started lieing and saying bull shit. The girl quickly got dressed and left. I started yelling at Seth. And I don't do that. Yell at people. Unless I'm super pissed. After a while of me yelling at him telling him he's lieing, he finally broke. He said he was sorry and that it meant nothing. Ha ha. Yea right. He later told me that him and Blondie with blue eyes and big tits used to date. They were together for 3 years. They only broke up because she had to move away. A month later he met me and never mentioned that he was heart broken. I started crying. The first time since I found out about my mom. He tried to comfert me but I screamed at him not to touch me and stormed off.
I thought about it. How Seth never really treated me the same when his friends were around. He was a little more cocky and didn't look at me the same. I asked him about it one day and he simply said "I don't want them making fun of me for being soft" so I went along with it. I know how he feels with not wanting to look soft.. He was always super sweet every other time though. He always told me I looked pretty and held doors open and waited for me before going ahead.
I'm sorry Blair I could ever put a guy between us. I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I'm sorry I was a complete bitch. You know how sorry I am by now. But I'm sorry I had to be a bitch and then make you stay up with me while I cried and said sorry over and over.
I always thought I was the smart one. The tough one who wouldn't cry over a boy. The one who would know when she was being treated wrong and leave. Uhg. I'm tired of learning life the hard way.
Now I'm with Blair in Detroit. I'll tell you more later. Sorry.
Carson
I thought about it. How Seth never really treated me the same when his friends were around. He was a little more cocky and didn't look at me the same. I asked him about it one day and he simply said "I don't want them making fun of me for being soft" so I went along with it. I know how he feels with not wanting to look soft.. He was always super sweet every other time though. He always told me I looked pretty and held doors open and waited for me before going ahead.
I'm sorry Blair I could ever put a guy between us. I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I'm sorry I was a complete bitch. You know how sorry I am by now. But I'm sorry I had to be a bitch and then make you stay up with me while I cried and said sorry over and over.
I always thought I was the smart one. The tough one who wouldn't cry over a boy. The one who would know when she was being treated wrong and leave. Uhg. I'm tired of learning life the hard way.
Now I'm with Blair in Detroit. I'll tell you more later. Sorry.
Carson
Friday morning blood stains
So, I've desided that I need a good fight. Also, no one beat Sean's ass down for hurting my little Brookie Cookie. I got up nice and early for the school day even though I haven't woken up at 6:00 in FOREVER. I got dressed and pulled my hair back into a ponytail. I grabbed a peice of toast and started on my walk to the school. I made sure to pass the school and get a few blocks closer to the Socs side so no principal douche would stop me. He was walking alone, with his head down listening to an iPod or something. I grinned to myself.
When he got closer I said "hey". He looked up, all puzzled to see me smiling at him. Awwww, little rich boy is confused. Cute.
He took out his headphones and was about to say something but I slugged him a good one in the face. Hey, I may be incredibly short, but I can manage reaching up high enough to knock this kid on his ass :]
I sat on his chest and beat the shit out of him. After a minute he started to fight back. He pushed me off and got up. He pulled me up and slapped me across the face. Ha ha ha. Like that even hurt.
It was epic and a good time, well, for me. After 10 minutes some old man came out and got us to stop because he said he called the cops. Yeeea, I don't need that right now. I walked away and Sean went home. At least I think he did. Oh well. He started tearing up when I broke his nose, and I made sure to get some blood on my shirt for Brooke. We both looked like shit afterwards.
I went home and went to bed. My side hurt awful bad, I think I busted a rib. It was great though. First fight in a while :]
I walked around after I finally binded my ribs. I ended up at the DX with Soda and I told him That it was just Sean, no one he needed to worry about. I avoided going anywhere else because I was afraid I was going to run into Blair. I'm not very happy with her right now but I don't want to end up yelling at her. I know it's childish and stupid, but I just don't want to be around her right now.
I went over to Seth's after a while. I asked him about what Blair said just incase. He said no, that never happened. I made him look into my eyes and all that. I'm pretty good when people are lying to me and he was obviously telling the truth. I don't know, I didn't think Blair would ever say something like that to me in the first place. She doesn't even have actual proof.
At the end of the school day, I headed over to the Curtis's because I knew Brooke would be there. When Brooke came in I was sitting on the couch watching the tube. I held up my bloody shirt (I changed, obviously) and she did her happy squealy thing which is halarious and rushed over to hug me. Oh, good times. Making people happy by beating the shit out of their ex's :]
My Randle cockyness has come out a lot in this post :P haha oh well. Happy early birthday Brookie!
Carson
When he got closer I said "hey". He looked up, all puzzled to see me smiling at him. Awwww, little rich boy is confused. Cute.
He took out his headphones and was about to say something but I slugged him a good one in the face. Hey, I may be incredibly short, but I can manage reaching up high enough to knock this kid on his ass :]
I sat on his chest and beat the shit out of him. After a minute he started to fight back. He pushed me off and got up. He pulled me up and slapped me across the face. Ha ha ha. Like that even hurt.
It was epic and a good time, well, for me. After 10 minutes some old man came out and got us to stop because he said he called the cops. Yeeea, I don't need that right now. I walked away and Sean went home. At least I think he did. Oh well. He started tearing up when I broke his nose, and I made sure to get some blood on my shirt for Brooke. We both looked like shit afterwards.
I went home and went to bed. My side hurt awful bad, I think I busted a rib. It was great though. First fight in a while :]
I walked around after I finally binded my ribs. I ended up at the DX with Soda and I told him That it was just Sean, no one he needed to worry about. I avoided going anywhere else because I was afraid I was going to run into Blair. I'm not very happy with her right now but I don't want to end up yelling at her. I know it's childish and stupid, but I just don't want to be around her right now.
I went over to Seth's after a while. I asked him about what Blair said just incase. He said no, that never happened. I made him look into my eyes and all that. I'm pretty good when people are lying to me and he was obviously telling the truth. I don't know, I didn't think Blair would ever say something like that to me in the first place. She doesn't even have actual proof.
At the end of the school day, I headed over to the Curtis's because I knew Brooke would be there. When Brooke came in I was sitting on the couch watching the tube. I held up my bloody shirt (I changed, obviously) and she did her happy squealy thing which is halarious and rushed over to hug me. Oh, good times. Making people happy by beating the shit out of their ex's :]
My Randle cockyness has come out a lot in this post :P haha oh well. Happy early birthday Brookie!
Carson
18 things about Blair you either knew or didn't
So, since Blair did a 18 things you didn't know about Carson, I'm going to do one for her.
1, shes a natural blonde
2, she always wanted to be a mom
3, but she's scared to raise a baby now
4, when she cares, she cares more then you could ever know
5, she would only get high and drunk to forget, not to be cool and have fun
6, the last time she wet the bed was at my house
7, she was 11
8, her first crush, when she was 5, was Steve
9, she's TERRIFIED of clowns
10, her favorite movie is The House Bunny and Barbie and the Three Musketeers
11, I sat with her all night and held her for an hour as she cried over the fact that Jamie said shit to her about being knocked up and expelled
12, shes scared for 2012 , like she accually wanted to build a bomb shelter in her backyard like they did durring world war 1&2
13, she tried to kill herself before, but apparently like me she fails at doing so
14, she hated Dally until she started high school, she couldn't stand him
15, she still sits in the dryer after a load of laundry in the winter and pretends it's summer
16, when we were little we were watching Sesame Street one day and I desided I wanted Grover for a friend instead, so I call her Grover when it's just us
17, she likes it. she deny's it, but she likes it. I know its true.
18, she loves to be around people. only because when she is alone and has the time to think, she scares herself.
I had to. Grover and Carebear =D
Also, I've desided when Blair and Dally's kid says "Where do babies come from?"
I'm gonna be all:
When a lady gets hungry...
She eats baby seeds
And the baby seeds grow in her belly
And then after 9 months of growing
She poops out a baby!
Genious, right?
Carson
1, shes a natural blonde
2, she always wanted to be a mom
3, but she's scared to raise a baby now
4, when she cares, she cares more then you could ever know
5, she would only get high and drunk to forget, not to be cool and have fun
6, the last time she wet the bed was at my house
7, she was 11
8, her first crush, when she was 5, was Steve
9, she's TERRIFIED of clowns
10, her favorite movie is The House Bunny and Barbie and the Three Musketeers
11, I sat with her all night and held her for an hour as she cried over the fact that Jamie said shit to her about being knocked up and expelled
12, shes scared for 2012 , like she accually wanted to build a bomb shelter in her backyard like they did durring world war 1&2
13, she tried to kill herself before, but apparently like me she fails at doing so
14, she hated Dally until she started high school, she couldn't stand him
15, she still sits in the dryer after a load of laundry in the winter and pretends it's summer
16, when we were little we were watching Sesame Street one day and I desided I wanted Grover for a friend instead, so I call her Grover when it's just us
17, she likes it. she deny's it, but she likes it. I know its true.
18, she loves to be around people. only because when she is alone and has the time to think, she scares herself.
I had to. Grover and Carebear =D
Also, I've desided when Blair and Dally's kid says "Where do babies come from?"
I'm gonna be all:
When a lady gets hungry...
She eats baby seeds
And the baby seeds grow in her belly
And then after 9 months of growing
She poops out a baby!
Genious, right?
Carson
